Chapter 2: Because

-tell me what do you want from me?, who are you?. Mysterious person: all I want is for you to answer few of my questions that's all, if you satisfy my curiosity then I will give you anything you want.

-don't give me that bull, who do think you are. -GOD?

Mysterious person: ..................NO!. Mysterious person: NO, I AM NOT A GOD.

Mysterious person: Now answer my first question, why are you on your bed lazing around?. Menacingly this is your last chance answer me.

-because...... I don't want to okay! It's hard waking up and doing the same damn things everyday.

-I want things to change, I wish I was rich, I wish had a girlfriend and live the life I want to.

Mysterious person: then why aren't you? -do think it's that easy, do you really think I can change my life just with snap of my fingers? -it's not easy OK!.....

Mysterious person: you say, that you you want thing to change, but from what "I SEE" you haven't done a damn thing to change. -the f##k you mean I haven't done a damn thing. And why do I have to change?

Mysterious person: ....... it seems like you are still a child that has not learned the way of life. Let me give you a bit of an advice, if want things to change you must change yourself. -you think I haven't tried?

Mysterious person: YES! you have not tried. Not once in life, I have seen you fight with your mother that wanted to help, you avoid people because you thing they are annoying to deal with and and you leave things incomplete. Mysterious person: and you are telling me that you tried, don't kidd yourself. You FILTH!.

Mysterious person: do you really thing you need motivation to change, change is not that easy. And you push away people that tries to help you. Mysterious person: In a calm tone. change is not about having the motivation.

Mysterious person: WHEN you want to do something, do it with the mindset of having the responsibility of doing you job.....when you wake up to go to work and you don't want to, just tell yourself that it's not about I want. but "what I have to do". Even if you don't want to do it.

"THAT'S WHAT IT TAKE TO

CHANGE".