Chapter 14: 1_ ch 11: A. motivation

“found it”

In front of me was a masterpiece.

A black piece of art.

Simply put, it was a new motorcycle.

The new model of Utima tech, that I ordered.

It is a beast of metal that reaches a really good speed.

Riding the motorcycle, I look at it.

Well, it is indeed a good beauty of steel, as expected.

Then putting my hand on the screen in front of me, I turn it on.

Vroom. Vroom. Vroom.

Watching the engine starts, I sit carefully while griping my hands on the handlebars.

And now .....

“let's have some fun.”

Vroooom.

Accelerating, I drive out of the parking, and onto the street.

Vroom.

I am accelerating more and more, with the wind hitting the helmet powerfully.

And in this accelerated world, time stops.

With no pain, with no thoughts, with no feelings, or even distractions.

With everyone frozen in this second, as if the time has slowed to the limit.

Though it may be but an illusion, but in this second, I can feel alive.

Been in such a high state, I drive through the city, carefully following the GPS for open roads.

And after a while I finally reach it.

a silent neighborhood.

Passing through its roads, I reach an old private state, that is seemingly empty.

“well, it was empty for three years, so no surprise.”

This is my house, or at least it was. Before I collapsed and had to stay at the hospital.

Entering, I stop.

then getting from my motorcycle after parking it, I move toward the door.

Opening it, I start walking.

Entering, and feeling the still air inside, I smile.

“well, at least it was cleaned.”

Feeling relaxed. I calm my tired nerve but...

“Cough. Cough. Cough.”

I am suddenly suffocating while coughing.

“Shit, did I push myself too much ?”

well, at least it was good that I forced the discharge to be today, as I really can’t cover it anymore.

Then looking at the blood in my hand, I warily smile.

Moving to the toilet, I wash my hand.

And take a look at my pale face.

And though I cover it at the hospital, it is actually even more painful nowadays.

“I guess the fact that I can walk is already weird, hm.”

Moving from the bathroom, I enter a room.

It is a room filled with books, on one side are serious things like ......, well, just some boring things.

While on the other are things like novels and manga.

Moving into the room, and looking at my desk, where my desktop computer lie, I keep walking.

Reaching the room’s bed, I fall on it tiredly.

Staying like that for a couple of minutes, I stand and start undressing.

Removing my jacket, and my shirt, I am left in my bras.

Looking at myself in the mirror, I can still see my beauty.

Even as I am weakening, and becoming paler by the day.

Looking at my figure that is tall compared to other girls, with a height like that of a man.

My chest is not flat, but not huge.

Maybe they are on the bigger side for an average size, but not too big.

After all, I don’t like to feel suffocated.

Looking at my arms, legs, and belly, I can still see my muscles.

Though I am not a muscle girl, I still have some abs, and some good-looking arms, and legs.

All in all, I look like a sport type girl, with some muscle and good curves, creating a perfect figure.

Though the weird part here is the fact that I still look like this, even though my weight is decreasing, and my skin is growing paler.

“still, death as a beautiful girl is not THAT bad of an idea, right ?”

Feeling satisfied as I grin for a while.

I turn back, stopping my idiotic self-admiring, and change into a new outfit.

Simply wearing a Y-shirt, and some easy-to-move-in pants.

“I am changing later anyway, so no need to care.”

Then with that done, I Move to my desk, sit and put a cardboard box on it.

Hmm, you are asking what this box is?

“well, Pizza time.”

Yes, pizza.

For my lunch.

Hmm, not healthy you say?

Well, not like it is going to change anything.

I mean, can it even shorten my three months?

But stopping this thread of thoughts, I start eating.

“as expected, eating freely is better than hospital food.”

Eating slowly, and enjoying my food.

Time passes as food is eaten.

Looking at that I feel like I still want to eat more, but I don’t have it.

“I should buy two or more, next time.”

Feeling good, I get back to my bed and lie down.

Turning to my side, I take my bag and start searching inside.

“here you are.”

Finding what I have been looking for, I stare at it for a while.

A silver-white bracelet.

The SR drive.

Putting it on my wrist, I tap it.

Suddenly, it turns on, and a red notification appears in front of me.

-do you want to start the resonance ?-

-yes- -no-

Choosing yes, or simply saying something similar is enough. And so, I just tap -yes-.

Feeling the connection created, I start to focus on the other side.

Opening my eyes to my bed in the safe room.

Feeling bored, I stay like that for a while to think of my next action.

“Now that my level is three, I am sure that I can beat the rats, but what is bothering me is the outside.”

Where exactly am I?

“And also, I still need to look into skills more, especially my Observer skill, that I still don’t know its use.”

Thinking like that, I turn to my status once again.

-Status :

Anon Zero Lv3

hp : 30

mp: 30

sp : 60

atk : 30

def : 30

agi : 30

Skills:

Observer - Analyse lv1 - Advanced sword mastery lv1 - Advanced spear mastery lv1 - Stamina lv1 - Sp enhance lv1 -

Well, looking again. I think that I can work on weapon skills, and also, there might be more ways to use the safe room.

Adding to that, the fact that I still haven’t read the manual completely, and that I don’t know if there are many things that I am might be missing right now.

There is also the fact that I need to reach a safe place for the sake of changing my room’s entrance, as I don’t want to be ambushed when going out.

With all of these things waiting for me, I stand.

“okay. So the motivation to move is back.

Now let's do something intresting.”

And start my playtime.